So this is it?!!

So this is it? This is all that, till date made me act like a weirdo justifying it all on reasons like exam, music, break (to decide to what step to take next in my career like whether to do pursue higher studies, or go back to join the same office or a different one etc and a few other options. my conduct in the last 3 to 4 months would constitute worsest behaviour of all my time and I would never ever want to recollect it. I lost so many/much things. I did so many crazy things. I met people whom I never want to meet again. I encountered certain incidents which I hope should not occur to anyone of my type. But I guess I gained valuable lessons from it. I learnt lot about practical lfie and I know I have a long way ahead to learn more about life and till now I have had always been a book worm (not that I always used to read or something but I prefer this word only to mean I have realised How gullible I am bout the practical world And I set to tackle this most "important" problem".

Well where am I? So this is it? yeah! so I have come to know I was acting weird. Trying to enjoy and experience whatever I could. (This idea was so stupid and I should not have thought that way in the first place but I did, now let me have no regrets). Anyway everything have turned out to be good, and Facebook Paul Octopus might be right (though I dont give much credit to this kinda stuff, let me give this time; after all it would only motivate me work harder which will only increase the likelihood of success!)

I think whatever happened was happened for good. Am ready to start the journey......