Addiction (hereinafter referred to as "the other me") who I have been fighting against from time immemorial. Sometimes I feel like I want to kill him but I cant for it would be like defeating myself. Since I am fighting against the biology, I pose myself this question 'is fail could be the only answer ? Not really, may be that's why they have said , there's exception to every rule. So Why I can' t be an exception in this case?!! And I have, in fact, proved them all wrong, so why not I prove myself once; Just once, which I have been trying for several years and may continue proving! I know I am more worth than my existence but the other me is inhibiting my growth as much as the better half as helped me get as much recognition as I possess now. But I had enough of 'the other me' and have tried and tried so much from falling prey to its vicious bait that I almost lost faith in my own confidence prowess. I know that it is next to dangerous thing and the culprit lies within myself, which is 'the other me'. But what is the solution to cure it? should I continue to my fight? Or may be from this time on , let the fight be severe and bloody and if necessary, even worse!
Actually this is what I have had been doing ever since I have discovered 'the other me' and waged my war against him. would merely by making the war intense, the results be fruitful? The best example can be the real wars itself itself. What difference have they made except causing more miseries to our lives. Wars have only brought agony to human lives and created more number of enemies. So why not, for a change, I should try dealing with my 'the other me' in non-violent manner. May be I can try to understand what are his needs and try to satisfy him accordingly without raising up against him in arms. So that, hopefully, neither would he hinder, in anyway, my progress of growth nor would I have to worry, least, about missing the opportunities I failed to squeeze if not any medals that dint win and more importantly I bothered no more.
So let me make to 'the other me' this offer. "I honestly would like to leave the past behind and I don't want to fight with you and hurt neither you nor me anymore and I promise you this would be a gentleman's agreement. Lets make a truce, Are you ready?" I am..
Actually this is what I have had been doing ever since I have discovered 'the other me' and waged my war against him. would merely by making the war intense, the results be fruitful? The best example can be the real wars itself itself. What difference have they made except causing more miseries to our lives. Wars have only brought agony to human lives and created more number of enemies. So why not, for a change, I should try dealing with my 'the other me' in non-violent manner. May be I can try to understand what are his needs and try to satisfy him accordingly without raising up against him in arms. So that, hopefully, neither would he hinder, in anyway, my progress of growth nor would I have to worry, least, about missing the opportunities I failed to squeeze if not any medals that dint win and more importantly I bothered no more.
So let me make to 'the other me' this offer. "I honestly would like to leave the past behind and I don't want to fight with you and hurt neither you nor me anymore and I promise you this would be a gentleman's agreement. Lets make a truce, Are you ready?" I am..
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